Watching the Clouds/Missing You

Went out to the lake for a bit this evening--just to see what the sky looked like and took these shots...sure wish you could have been here too!  I wondered if the sun looked like this when you saw it earlier today as we were talking?  Kind of looks like a beam from an alien ship of sorts, huh?  I love the sky, love the clouds, love the sun...and love the lake...but not as much as I LOVE YOU/Miss YOU!!!! 

Can You Tell I love Clouds?

Looking up to the Sky filled with billowy clouds, some heavy with the potential for rain, some just light and airy and looking like huge puffs of cotton...always brings such a delight to my heart and soul.  This early evening when I was capturing these pics, I was asking Willa, to send me a heart in the sky and finally, I found it.

I love the sky...love the clouds, love the sunset and love capturing the exquisite beauty of Nature's art on the wonderful canvas in the sky.

 

Willa loved to watch the clouds as much as me and just above is the heart she sent to me.

Check out the photo on the left--it almost looks like a heart--too!

Then the one below made me think of Willa soaring free and I know in my heart she is in such a better place and loving her existence in her next realm.  I know she is free of pain, of worry and rejoicing and eager to share with those she loves here just how good it is to be free.

I will always miss the physical presence of my Willa Bee, but I have her love, her wit and humor and crazy antics to carry with me in my heart---the memories we shared will forever live on and always I will be grateful that she was a part of my life, that she loved me and that she allowed me to love her.

I do love clouds so very much, but somehow it just seems fitting that as Willa's physical body is flying into Oklahoma City, there was this magnificent display of clouds, hearts in the sky and birds in flight.

Thanks my sweet, Willa.  I love you! #

I'd Settle For Just Being Here With You

Imagining your travels

and sincerely hoping that

you are enjoying your time

out in the open

seeing new sights

looking at Nature's grandest canvas

and knowing that 

you are so very loved,

so very missed...

I do miss you

I so ache to be the one

to be traveling with you

and perhaps one day

that will really come true--

but I'd settle 

for just sitting near our lighthouse

gazing out at the lake--

just so long

as you are by my side.

No matter where you are,

how far away you might be--

my love, my heart, my smile

is always with you

I hope you look out across 

all these miles

and can see (and feel)

how very much I love you

how very much I care

and how very much I am anxious

for you to be right back here.

Take care of you

Come back to me soon!

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You Did Come Back!

So glad that you did!  Every time I hear your voice, see you, touch you and get to know that yes, yes, yes, you really are back--it's really you--my heart does this funny little dance of joy inside my chest and I cannot help but marvel at the wonder and awe of the Universe and how it/we/they knew all along that one day we would be "US" again.  


I have so much inside of me, so many, many things I want to share with you--so many words, so many visions, so many adventures I'm aching to share with you.  I know there will never be enough time in this life time to do it ALL--but I look forward to doing as much as we can and then meeting up again in our next existence and delighting in finding one another yet again!


In my heart (all those years apart) I knew that one day we would find our way back to one another and finally the gift of finding you/you finding me is here and the joy, the warmth, the laughter and love can finally be let loose and we can be WE.  


I love you.  I know you love me.  I love so many and cannot deny this huge love that spills out of my heart for others in my world, but so too--there is this HUGE LOVE for YOU that will never fade, never go away.  I loved you way back when, and through all the in between and even now again (and still).


Thank you for being here. (For Loving Me).

Sometimes ... I feel so alone (not always)

Sometimes
I feel so alone
So all to myself
in a world
that seems to be made
for everyone else.
I wake up 
feeling the joy
and expectation
of being alive
and then I wonder
where is the one
who loves me so true...
and I know, I know...
I have not one, 
but two
who are committed
elsewhere
who love me true
and my heart smiles
because the honest 
to god truth is
that I love them too!
Just now and then
a tug of an ache
pulls on my heart--
for you see,
so much of me
just aches to be able to share,
to start
experiencing, living, enjoying
this world
through another set of eyes
(not just my own).
I guess sometimes (not always)
it's just hard
to be alone.

Bridges

I keep searching
For just the right Bridge--
looking for one
that whenever I cross it
I will find you
on the other side.
Or perhaps...
you might discover
one at the very moment
that I do
and then
we can meet in
the Middle
Sharing laughter
hugs, kisses
and our love...

One day
I just know
that we will
find and cross
that bridge
and then,
you know what?
All kinds of adventures
await!
Get ready, world--
here we come!!!

Memories

Just Remembering....

 (THANK YOU)