Memories

Just Remembering....

 (THANK YOU)

Though it's only been

less than 24 hours,

I find myself

still 

missing you.

Yet--

at the same time

I know 

that you 

are missing me too.

Moments shared

so recently

linger on 

in this mind

and Heart

of mine

and the thankfulness,

the joy,

the warmth,

and heartfelt smiles

take up 

an enormous space

in my heart--

I cannot help

but marvel

at how very, very

fortunate

we two are

to have rediscovered

this enormous LOVE

and our connection

in this beautiful

Soul Family

that we two 

share!

Though

I miss your hugs,

your touch,

your kiss--

I feel you ever near

and I can still hear

the echoes

 of your words

"I love you, 

Sweet Angel"

gently spoken

into my ear.

I love you too,

so very much!

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Please?

Something about that quote and that pic reminds me of what I want to say to you. There is so, so much inside of me that I feel compelled to tell you, to share with you.  I promised myself Years ago that if ever, ever I got the chance--that I would tell you all that lived inside of me, that I would never hold anything back from you, that you would know the whole truth of who I am, who I want to be.  I keep thinking that one day, one VERY FINE DAY I will have that opportunity to share with you all these inner thoughts that run rampant through this mind and heart of mine.


I love you. I adore you, I need you, I want you in ways I cannot even describe.  All I know is that you are a part of Me--that you belong to my heart--that my heart belongs to you and that for the rest of my time on this earth I want so much to SHARE with YOU.  


Please. Please--tell me that I'm not being unbearably selfish for loving you, wanting you, needing you the way I do.  Please tell me that it's okay to wish so hard that you and I will have a chance to BE "US" again.  I have asked our angels, our spirit guides to help us and I've asked them to please understand.  I just want so much my chance to love you, be with you, to make things right with us again and to show you how very, very much I love you and care and want to share whatever time we have left.  (That's not a bad thing, is it?)  

I love You

I love you.
I just do.
Thank you
for loving me too.
(My heart sparkles more
because of you).
I am so blessed--
We are so blessed!
So glad 
that once again
I have found you.


(Life is GOOD!)
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Christmas Eve Moments

Those moments with you
on Christmas Eve
marveling at the 
beauty of seeing
our "Double Sun"
on a lake of glass--
the conversation,
the warmth,
the joy
of just being together
once again--


                                                                                    Those moments with you
were some of the best moments                         
 I've ever had.  Merry Christmas and thank you for this beautiful gift of sharing both your time
and the beauty that surrounded us on this very special day.  
Always know that you are loved
and are a precious soul
to my heart.
Thank you again
for the time, for the smiles, the hugs
and the gift of you.

Remember...

Having the gift of starting fresh with you
And knowing that our love
has always lived on
through the years
is akin to a miracle of sorts...
How many couples 
are given the chance
to reconnect 
after decades 
of being apart?


We are so abundantly blessed,
so lucky, so loved.
Our angels helped do this, you know.
Our love for one another
kept us invisibly connected too--
Always I knew that I loved you
and always I knew (well hoped)
that you loved me too.


So tomorrow 
really is a clean slate--
a chance to start anew
to be who it is 
that we've always been,
who it is we've yet to be
and who it is we are now...
what a gift.


Thank you
for being in this world
with me.
Thank you
thank you
thank you.


ps: I Love You.

You Are So Beautiful

Whenever I think of you
Whenever I look at you
I see someone who is truly beautiful
and real from within--
someone who I treasure
and cherish
from beginning
to end.


Thank you
for being the wonderful person
that you are
thank you
for caring so much
for sharing so much
for giving
and receiving
this huge love
that we both
have in our hearts.


You are 
and always will be
someone precious and dear
to my world,
to this heart of mine.
I will forever treasure
and cherish
our moments shared
in this space and time
that we have found
ourselves living in.


Thank you, my love
for loving me still
for caring about me
for allowing me
the pleasure 
of knowing you,
caring about you,
loving you
once more 
and again.


We are so very blessed
and you, my love--
are so BEAUTIFUL
to ME.


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