Sometimes ... I feel so alone (not always)

Sometimes
I feel so alone
So all to myself
in a world
that seems to be made
for everyone else.
I wake up 
feeling the joy
and expectation
of being alive
and then I wonder
where is the one
who loves me so true...
and I know, I know...
I have not one, 
but two
who are committed
elsewhere
who love me true
and my heart smiles
because the honest 
to god truth is
that I love them too!
Just now and then
a tug of an ache
pulls on my heart--
for you see,
so much of me
just aches to be able to share,
to start
experiencing, living, enjoying
this world
through another set of eyes
(not just my own).
I guess sometimes (not always)
it's just hard
to be alone.

Bridges

I keep searching
For just the right Bridge--
looking for one
that whenever I cross it
I will find you
on the other side.
Or perhaps...
you might discover
one at the very moment
that I do
and then
we can meet in
the Middle
Sharing laughter
hugs, kisses
and our love...

One day
I just know
that we will
find and cross
that bridge
and then,
you know what?
All kinds of adventures
await!
Get ready, world--
here we come!!!

Memories

Just Remembering....

 (THANK YOU)

Though it's only been

less than 24 hours,

I find myself

still 

missing you.

Yet--

at the same time

I know 

that you 

are missing me too.

Moments shared

so recently

linger on 

in this mind

and Heart

of mine

and the thankfulness,

the joy,

the warmth,

and heartfelt smiles

take up 

an enormous space

in my heart--

I cannot help

but marvel

at how very, very

fortunate

we two are

to have rediscovered

this enormous LOVE

and our connection

in this beautiful

Soul Family

that we two 

share!

Though

I miss your hugs,

your touch,

your kiss--

I feel you ever near

and I can still hear

the echoes

 of your words

"I love you, 

Sweet Angel"

gently spoken

into my ear.

I love you too,

so very much!

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Please?

Something about that quote and that pic reminds me of what I want to say to you. There is so, so much inside of me that I feel compelled to tell you, to share with you.  I promised myself Years ago that if ever, ever I got the chance--that I would tell you all that lived inside of me, that I would never hold anything back from you, that you would know the whole truth of who I am, who I want to be.  I keep thinking that one day, one VERY FINE DAY I will have that opportunity to share with you all these inner thoughts that run rampant through this mind and heart of mine.


I love you. I adore you, I need you, I want you in ways I cannot even describe.  All I know is that you are a part of Me--that you belong to my heart--that my heart belongs to you and that for the rest of my time on this earth I want so much to SHARE with YOU.  


Please. Please--tell me that I'm not being unbearably selfish for loving you, wanting you, needing you the way I do.  Please tell me that it's okay to wish so hard that you and I will have a chance to BE "US" again.  I have asked our angels, our spirit guides to help us and I've asked them to please understand.  I just want so much my chance to love you, be with you, to make things right with us again and to show you how very, very much I love you and care and want to share whatever time we have left.  (That's not a bad thing, is it?)  

I love You

I love you.
I just do.
Thank you
for loving me too.
(My heart sparkles more
because of you).
I am so blessed--
We are so blessed!
So glad 
that once again
I have found you.


(Life is GOOD!)
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Christmas Eve Moments

Those moments with you
on Christmas Eve
marveling at the 
beauty of seeing
our "Double Sun"
on a lake of glass--
the conversation,
the warmth,
the joy
of just being together
once again--


                                                                                    Those moments with you
were some of the best moments                         
 I've ever had.  Merry Christmas and thank you for this beautiful gift of sharing both your time
and the beauty that surrounded us on this very special day.  
Always know that you are loved
and are a precious soul
to my heart.
Thank you again
for the time, for the smiles, the hugs
and the gift of you.